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Sunday, 14 December 2008

  • its begining to look alot like christmas

    So the countdown has begun and I am about 75% done with shopping. I still need to pick up a giftcard for my mom and get a Chipotle teeshirt for my brother!

    Work has been busy but slow at the same time. We had our annual holiday luncheon friday and received our holiday bonuses from Mr D. It was good. Now for two more weeks of business at work. I know the day after Christmas will be hectic, just as Black Friday was. Atleast i took off the day after New Years so I will be able to relax for 4 days before going back to work.

    I am seriously wanting snow...this cold weather is no fun without the pretty white stuff!

Sunday, 30 November 2008

  • I am trying to gett back into the habit of writing on this page...since college I had just about forgot about my xanga page. Somehow I screwed it up and ended up with a different user name and now its a revelife page...who knows how I did that!

    Its almost December and I feel like just yesterday it was June! Thanksgiving was spent with my Mom and Grandmother in Delaware. It is always nice to spend time with my grandmother, especially since she is nearing 90. Her sight is almost gone and she will probably need to be moved to an assisted living facility shortly....which could possibly be in FL near my parents new house.

    Christmas is coming and I am trying to plan where I will be for the holidays. All of Jasons family is here and mine is split up on the East Coast, From NJ to DE to FL I am not sure what the family plans are. My brother is coming up this weekend so I do not think he will be back for Christmas. The shopping has started and I still have a few more people to buy gifts for. The phone calls from friends have started to come in.."Are we exchanging gifts this year?" The economy has put a damper on just about everyones finances. I am currently saving up funds to possibly move in the year future and my financial overhead has finally dimished to a more managible amount.

    The past few months have been super busy at work and I feel like I should take a day off soon. I want to save some vacation for when I plan to go to Creation Fest with my Aunt and Uncle this year... I am pretty stoked about that this I have been wanting to go to Creation for what seems like 10 years! My Aunt and Uncle have been going for the past few years and told me that I must go with them this year... it should be an exciting time 

     

Sunday, 12 October 2008

  • questions

    I havent kept my blog updated in a long time.... but I figured I need to get back in the swing of things and start blogging again...

    In the past year my life has taken a bunch of twists and turns. Since graduating college I have made a few mistakes along the way and 2 1/2 years later I am finally getting back to track with my finances and streamlining down to the bare necessities. Luckily the economic credit crunch hasn't affected me other than rising gas prices but that will change if i decide to buy a house in the future.

    I have been dating a new man since February. It has been a test for me as Jason is a widow and has a 12 year old daughter. My respect for his late wife has grown in time, however it has been difficult for me at times as this is still a new experience for me. His having a daughter is an even bigger part of the relationship. I made it a point to Jason that we would be friends first before anything romantic. I also made it a point to have him discuss his feelings with his daughter before we decided to begin dating. His daughter was O.K. with everything as she is a 12 yr old going on 18 Either way it has been a learning experience for me, strengthening my respect and friendship with Jason and his daughter Kaitlynn.

    Work is still good, its been two years since I started and I still like my job.

    I will update more later....


Thursday, 24 July 2008

Tuesday, 09 January 2007

  • life cycle

    ever since i graduated college i haven't been studying or working at all to better myself and thus a downward spiral begun..but the most disconcerting thing is this...its  a yo yo effect. i hit the bottom and come back up for awhile..then i hit the bottom again and it just keeps going...i have let life consume me so much to the point that it is destroying the relationship with the very man that i love... to be perfectly honest to those who read my blog, my life has been a mess for quite some time and when you get to the point that your mom is telling you to come back to Him...then you really know that its time to come home...for good....

    who am i...really...

    Who am I?
    That the Lord of all the earth,
    Would care to know my name,
    Would care to feel my hurt.
    Who am I?
    That the bright and morning star,
    Would choose to light the way,
    For my ever wandering heart.

    Not because of who I am,
    But because of what you've done.
    Not because of what I've done,
    But because of who you are.

    I am a flower quickly fading,
    Here today and gone tomorrow,
    A wave tossed in the ocean,
    A vapor in the wind.
    Still you hear me when I'm calling,
    Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
    And you've told me who I am.
    I am yours.
    I am yours.

    Who am I?
    That the eyes that see my sin
    Would look on me with love
    And watch me rise again.
    Who am I?
    That the voice that calmed the sea,
    Would call out through the rain,
    And calm the storm in me.


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